Lurking in the shadows In the depths of my soul It awaits to surface Into the light where it would devour The essence of my life that I hold so dearly Warping between reality and fantasy Neither here nor there Could make anyone question When night falls and silence grows As laughter and light disappears into the shadows of the night It comes full throttle at me, bearing teeth and claws Masking itself as a man of my dreams Only to find myself in tears and screams Chorus In this madness All my demons come out In this darkness All my demons come out It’s a sickness In which I can’t control As it fiercely consumes my soul Forcing me into a whirlwind of pain and agony Neither here nor there Trapped in a body that is tarnished and bare Feeling neither here nor there I lay waiting for the light to return As the demons slowly fade away from me As my soul returns to my defeated body I lay waiting for the light to return ________________________________________ 3. Freak show Like a little ragged doll, being thrown by the likes of them In the pits of abuse and torment in absolution Warming up their beds for their attention But I don't get any recognition as long as they heed and obey me... Well hello, hello, to the painful, to the dreadful, to the beautiful darkness that grows Within my soul, I don't think any of you could save me at all Chorus Step right up onto the stage.. why don't you participate.. in my little freak show, in my little freak show do you have what it takes? to keep me entertained in my little freak show, in my little freak show All the delinquents, hypocrites and politicians and liars keep pointing to each other and none of them would take the blame So I warm up their beds for their kind attention But I don't get any recognition as long as they heed and obey Well hello, hello, to the painful, to the dreadful, to the beautiful darkness that grows Within my soul, I don't think any of you could save me at all Chorus Hypocrites! Delinquents! come to the front now! All the wicked and cruel... Come to the centre! Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the freak show where all the wicked and cruel rule Ladies and gentlemen, why don't you participate In my little freak show Well hello, hello, to the painful, to the dreadful, to the beautiful darkness that grows Within your soul l, I don't think any of you could save yourselves... Chorus

Like a little ragged doll, being thrown by the likes of them In the pits of abuse and torment in absolution Warming up their beds for their attention But I don't get any recognition as long as they heed and obey me... Well hello, hello, to the painful, to the dreadful, to the beautiful darkness that grows Within my soul, I don't think any of you could save me at all Chorus Step right up onto the stage.. why don't you participate.. in my little freak show, in my little freak show do you have what it takes? to keep me entertained in my little freak show, in my little freak show All the delinquents, hypocrites and politicians and liars keep pointing to each other and none of them would take the blame So I warm up their beds for their kind attention But I don't get any recognition as long as they heed and obey Well hello, hello, to the painful, to the dreadful, to the beautiful darkness that grows Within my soul, I don't think any of you could save me at all Chorus Hypocrites! Delinquents! come to the front now! All the wicked and cruel... Come to the centre! Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the freak show where all the wicked and cruel rule Ladies and gentlemen, why don't you participate In my little freak show Well hello, hello, to the painful, to the dreadful, to the beautiful darkness that grows Within your soul l, I don't think any of you could save yourselves...

Arms I've been called a freak of nature The spawn of Satan from the pits of hell With a snake tongue curling around Every men and women I've encountered All of which are lies, consumed so easily by the blinded False gods and prophets televised, commercialised immensely in every mirrors where the weak watch from daily I try to pull myself away from such monstrosity Yet the web is vast and I seek his guidance In his arms I will be saved In his grace I will be protected In his light I will be guided In his benevolence I will be loved Blackened hearts and condemned souls Let his light vanquish your sorrows Let it be your guide In your arms I will be saved In your grace I will be protected In your light I will be guided In your benevolence I will be loved

Lucid Lunacy Here I go once again listening to the shadows down the corridors Am I sane or am I mad? All the uttering and mutterings in my head Could drive anybody mad Here I go once again talking to the reflections in the mirrors Am I sane or am I mad? All the uttering and mutterings in my head Could drive anybody mad You're unbelievably unpredictable and its making me very suicidal, I can't live on this lie You're unbelievably unpredictable and its making me very suicidal, I can't live on this lie. Here I go once again listening to the mirror whispering its fears Am I sane or am I mad? All the uttering and mutterings in my head Could drive anybody mad Here I go once again listening to the echoes from the shadows, Am I sane or am I mad? All the uttering and mutterings in my head Could drive anybody mad You're unbelievably unpredictable and its making me very suicidal, I can't live on this lie You're unbelievably unpredictable and its making me very suicidal, I can't live on this lie. You're unbelievably unpredictable and its making me very suicidal, I can't live on this lie I'm unbelievably unpredictable and its making me suicidal

Beautiful Lies He promised roses And castles in the skies He promised riches in the world And all the dead bodies that lie For me to reign triumphant In my own kingdom He told me I would reign supreme Oh what beautiful lies What beautiful lies That brought me to my own demise He promised crown and throne diamonds and gold He promised time and tide for love Untainted untarnished and whole For my heart to reign his soul Amongst my undead lost souls He told me I am the matriarch of the dead and forgotten Fighting my way out, breaking chains crafted from his words, rushing into light that I can see beyond the darkness

I knew a girl with jet black hair Sexy ass no one could compare Strutting the streets like she doesn't care Especially on the nights when the devils teeth are bare She looks at you with a dead straight stare Come close if you dare 'Cause there's a certain type of sin in the air 666 was written on her wrist Im going at first what the hell is this 666 was tattooed on her wrist I'm going oh fuck it's the devils bitch

This darkness is falling, All over my dead body, I cant take it, This pressurising tragedy

Soft & Surreal you come to me Kissed me with sweet hysteria Caressing me in lurid pleasure Slowly devouring my essence Confused and delusion between 2 worlds That cease to exist in my abyss of sinister bliss I'm holding on to you, my bittersweet symphony for solitude, There's no one else but you, my bittersweet symphony for solitude Dancing frantically in the flames, Green fairies fluttering around me listening to the bittersweet symphony echoing through the endless twilight I'm holding on to you, my bittersweet symphony for solitude, There's no one else but you, my bittersweet symphony for solitude Don't let me go as i feel you piercing through my skin, rushing through my veins.

Angel Eyes I'm mystified by his angel eyes 'cause when I look into them I'm never satisfied... Because I want more than his angel eyes But if I can't have him I would lay myself to die 'Cause when he touches me, I feel so alive... I feel so... I feel so alive... 'Cause when he holds me close, I feel so alive... I feel so... I feel so alive... I'm mystified by his angel eyes 'cause when I look into them I'm never satisfied.. Because I want more than his angel eyes... 'Cause if I can't have him I would lay myself to die 'Cause when he touches me, I feel so alive... I feel so... I feel so alive... 'Cause when he holds me close, I feel so alive... I feel so... I feel so alive... Here we are side by side On a bed of roses through the night Only darkness and candlelight Engulfing our passion tonight Let it go let it be Let me in to your fantasy and let me be your guide Caress me gently through the night Run your fingers deep inside Tangle me and pull me from the inside out Let your body intertwine between what's yours and what is mine Drops of sin.. oh, so divine... 'Cause when he touches me, I feel so alive... I feel so... I feel so alive... 'Cause when he holds me close, I feel so alive... I feel so... I feel so alive...

Lying still in the shadows, beneath all of my thoughts, Pondering and waiting for me to fall Denying its existence in this godforsaken world, Redemption seeps in and heals all. Longing for the sweet surrender, The bliss that caresses my soul, Full of beauty and splendor Feel my pain and sorrow within my soul, My dear empathy Fill this emptiness that resides within me, My empathy ...